And It Hurts..............

Sometimes people experiance a strange kindda trend.....................and itz not that trend which is affecting products in the business market.....................but itz affecting life.
There is an uncertainity...............but not of life & death or job security.............but of mood and smiles................and not just the smiles on face but the one that heart experiances. At one moment a person getz happy and then something other happens and the smile disappears. Thought there might be a (forced) smile on the face but..................

And how long can a person hide that unhappiness?? When others are there and u don't smile and talk, they will start inquaring "whatz wrong? Why r u not smiling/talking? What happened?"

How can you tell that when ur heart refuses to speak? How can you justify your silence when the words of heart never reach the lips? Itz not that easy...............for few.

But why does that happen? I don't know much about it but when I try to think, i feel that this heart of ours in very very delicate and extremely sensitive(atleast for those few for who I am writnig). A little of negligence hurts it and you know it pains alot...............even if the tears don't show, they are there!!!

Heart..................

Sometimes heart doesnot feel happy, don't know why..............it says in the supressed, chocked voice that we have made it...............but when it says itz not happy then it hurts like hell. Hardly ever thought about what it says, hardly ever heard those unspoken words, hardly ever let it have any opinion but still...........it is more powerful than any other thing in the world..............Trust it!

Sometimes I feel guilty

And not for not blogging frequently. Itz something else. I think I am not alone to get such a feeling but how many confess?? Atleast I do. Don't u?
Oh sorry, I forgot u can't answer as u don't have any clue what exactly I am talking about.

Let me tell u, u don't have any other go..............
I feel guilty that sometimes I talk bad about some people. Not any specific person, but in random, if I don't like something of someone.......it always ends up in me talking bad about that person.
AND I hate it later. Ofcourse I hate it...............coz deep down inside me, I know I don't hate that person. Leave alone hating.........I like everyone. Or may be I also Love everyone.............I don't know. But one thing is for sure, I don't like myself talking bad about anybody to anybody.....not even to myself.
Does that happen to you too? I don't know. But I am certainly interested in knowing what one can do if such a think happens?