Sunday, August 5, 2007

And It Hurts..............

Sometimes people experiance a strange kindda trend.....................and itz not that trend which is affecting products in the business market.....................but itz affecting life.
There is an uncertainity...............but not of life & death or job security.............but of mood and smiles................and not just the smiles on face but the one that heart experiances. At one moment a person getz happy and then something other happens and the smile disappears. Thought there might be a (forced) smile on the face but..................

And how long can a person hide that unhappiness?? When others are there and u don't smile and talk, they will start inquaring "whatz wrong? Why r u not smiling/talking? What happened?"

How can you tell that when ur heart refuses to speak? How can you justify your silence when the words of heart never reach the lips? Itz not that easy...............for few.

But why does that happen? I don't know much about it but when I try to think, i feel that this heart of ours in very very delicate and extremely sensitive(atleast for those few for who I am writnig). A little of negligence hurts it and you know it pains alot...............even if the tears don't show, they are there!!!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Heart..................

Sometimes heart doesnot feel happy, don't know why..............it says in the supressed, chocked voice that we have made it...............but when it says itz not happy then it hurts like hell. Hardly ever thought about what it says, hardly ever heard those unspoken words, hardly ever let it have any opinion but still...........it is more powerful than any other thing in the world..............Trust it!

Friday, July 20, 2007

Sometimes I feel guilty

And not for not blogging frequently. Itz something else. I think I am not alone to get such a feeling but how many confess?? Atleast I do. Don't u?
Oh sorry, I forgot u can't answer as u don't have any clue what exactly I am talking about.

Let me tell u, u don't have any other go..............
I feel guilty that sometimes I talk bad about some people. Not any specific person, but in random, if I don't like something of someone.......it always ends up in me talking bad about that person.
AND I hate it later. Ofcourse I hate it...............coz deep down inside me, I know I don't hate that person. Leave alone hating.........I like everyone. Or may be I also Love everyone.............I don't know. But one thing is for sure, I don't like myself talking bad about anybody to anybody.....not even to myself.
Does that happen to you too? I don't know. But I am certainly interested in knowing what one can do if such a think happens?

Monday, July 2, 2007

A beautiful Day

This is a rare time of the year, not only for you all.........as you are going through another blog from my side.............but also for me. So much of adventure in just few days!! GOSH!!!!

This Saturday was a Trecking Day for us. A small bunch of 9 gals and 13 guys..........apart from 4 co-ordinators. This was most probably the first time I went trecking. And, this was nothing like walking on street. Infact WE REALLY CLIBMED A MOUNTAIN! And there was no path, thatz why we had so tough time with the thorny path. But never mind (coz you don't have mind.........he he he he), we enjoyed the cuts. First we crossed the muddy path. And did I tell you it was raining? Anyways, now you know, we had a walk in rain. Some person's feet getting stuck in mud, my sandle came out fortunatly. I washed my leg in the nearby stream. Then started the climbing path and then we were on ROCK only. In excitement, I became the only girl to climb that slippery path higher. When I looked back, there was nothing.............just the gehri khaai . Leaving all the excitement of being on the top, I satred thinking what a single slip can do? Seedhe Uppar Pahunch Jaate Boss .

But thanks to the sandles from @ction and my stupid dancing and high hills...............I safly got down. The fear disappeared as soon as I figured out the technique. On the way back, there was one guy who was, to my surprise, quiet. The one to be the 1st one to run for pics when we were going up didn't even turned to be seen in any pics while returning. My only expression was "What has happened with this guy?? Did something go wrong?"
It was the 1st time I talked to him. His reply was......."My Heart Doesn't Feel Happy". I tried to make him happy with my stupid talks (ok enough! I don't do that often), thinking in my mind how stupid it is to talk to someone so unknown??.........how stupid am I sounding??..............what will he think about me??

To my surprise (though I won't know if he thought my talks to be stupid or not) we were talking in the evening. He opened himself to me. And it was raining. And the trecking gave a friend to me.

Yes, so junk..................but right.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Naughty Reply

This is for all those who have been involved in something naughty or the other.

I have been naughty very recently and don't laugh. I am serious. Yes I can be naughty.

What??? Don't believe me???
Ok I will tell you what all happened.

I was in my friend's room at 11pm. Night time is always like that in hostel. And as always, she was telling about her previous hostel experiences..............rather naughtiness ;)
And that was the time when my mom called me. I took the call, there's no escape. Then how can I lie when she asked if I was in my room or not?? Lieing is a bad thing, you know.(Don't laugh)
Anyways, I somehow told the truth and the next and fearful question was "What are you doing there? Why aren't you in your room??". Hiding my fear which arose from the thought of consiquences if I tell that chatting about unimportant things, and avoiding lieing, I smartly said................"CASE STUDY".

CASE STUDY................a very important word. Serious as it sounds, still very vague and vast ;)
The word that helped me comeout of that situation..............and now don't look sarcastic. I DIDN'T lie. Sacchiii...............Case Study of my friend's story. HE HE HE HE HE HE.

Dekha Meri Kidney Ka Kammal!!

Friday, April 13, 2007

Competition

Hi to all you people out there who dared to visit my Junk page.

Today, I am adding one more junk idea in the thread of previous gr8 torturous works. While I was talking to a human being(ofcourse I am not a Dolittle, so can't talk to animals), I came across a very confusing idea of his. Well, I under no circumstances call that person confusing but yes, the idea was out of my antenna's reach.

He said that itz good if there is less competition. Competition’s so called result is “survival of the fittest”. If there are less people or there is a scarcity of competitive nature, then it is good. Survival is easier……….and you might be the fittest.

This is a popular concept these days. But I choose to differ………..after all we live in a democracy.

Now what do I think??? Yes, guessed right. JUST OPPOSITE!!

It is good to have competition and that too a healthy one. Why? Competition helps one strive harder to reach a level. If you are in a class of intelligent students, and thought you don’t share the same level of intelligence but have the same competitive spirit, then your future is bright. When you step out of that class into the real world, you will realize how much good has been done by this Competition. The worst of a class might be better than the best of other classes. May be that is why one will prefer to be the backbencher of IIM over being the brightest in some new local b-school.

And about survival of fittest……………….well if not fittest, be a fit one. You will still survive. World is BIG!!

So right na??? But still………………………..JUNK!

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Radio Mirchi

Few days ago, Radio Mirchi was launched at Patna. Itz 98.3 FM we are talking about. The one which is said to be HOT.........and it has acutally been a 'hot' news. Yes, people of Patna are going mad over Radio Mirchi and are buying FM-radio sets. At every pann stall, the normal trend was to listen to Vividbharti but now itz Radio Mirchi.

This new hot chilli has affected me badly. It has woken my sleeping desire to become Radio Jokey the same way how the knowledge of existance of blogs woke my desire to become a writer. Though I know I will be as flop an RJ as I am a Blog writer. But never mind, coz I don't have mind........I still wanna try my luck as RJ. Even if I don't be a successful RJ, I will be sucessful in torturing those few listeners (my ultimate goal)...........^ HA HA HA HA HA ^

But the dream is still a dream[nightmare in your version]............................hope my nalayak friends find the Radio Mirchi office soon.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

The Two Arrows

In last few days, I have been thinking about writing on different issues, but one thing kept me away from it. And that one thing is making me write again today. That one thing is none other than a 249 pages long book writen by Cornelia Meigs, published in 1949 and named "The Two Arrows". I never thought that I will read such an old book. But since I have been trying to develope reading habbits, I took it not to keep it down before the last page.

The story starts in England and goes beyond the sea to America, generally refered as "the new world". That was the time when America was under British Rule. The story is about two brothers from England who had been convicted of loose talk about the then King and sent to Maryland in America, as was the rule for such crimes. The elder one was a skilled builder amd the younger one, a 13 yr. old kid. The two were bought as bound servents by a rich man of the land who wanted to own the most beautiful house in Maryland. The story didn't concentrate on the elder one or the master of the duo, but on the younger one. The way events happened about him was the content of the book. You may say that the 13 yr. old lad was the Hero.

No I don't intende to tell u the whole story, not even the half one. But I have words for the way story progressed. Before this book, I read a few good stories, specially detective ones, which had clues as to what to expect later. If the reader is alert to pick up these clues, then guessing of what to expect next is very easy. I admire how the different known authors have mastered this skill. In "The Two Arrows", these things were taken good care of and the author succeeded in keeping the interest alive till the end with suspense and quick but interesting events.

Besides all this, the author discribed the beauty of nature and of carved buildings of Noble men with great efficiency. Though, for those who are not aware of the good old days of London or the American land and sea, few paragraphs could seem like just the words passing meaninglessly and boringly. Thanks God, I was able to picturize it..............may be because of the British Movies on Star Movies and HBO.

I am not sure but there might be a Hollywood movie made on it. This book is worth making a movie in my opinion.

At last, I would like to say that if incase you get your hands on it, do read it. And decide for yourself if you like it or not??

Monday, March 26, 2007

Indian Cricket Team

Everybody is talking about our Cricket team and the way they performed in this World Cup. I am no exception.....I have been talking about it alot, infront of many people. One of them asked me to write something in my blog. And this is the reason why I am write this second post in the same day.

You all have seen what happened against Bangladesh and Shri Lanka..........pethatic performance. Don't take the world record mach against Bermuda to be a better one. How did they manage to bat for more than 40 overs???

At the match against Bangladesh, while watching the hattrick of duck scores, I remembered the portion from the movie 'Hattrick' where the hero goes on wishing that Dhoni gets out on a duck in every match. Why do the dialogue writter has to put something like this? Or why do Dhoni have to be so desparate to make that comment so true?

Sachin's advertisement of Boost is the secret of my energy and Harr ghar main Sachin is still on TV. God knows what parents think about those products right now. They would better let their children eat eggs so that the little ones become stronger than Sachin. Sehwag's Maa ka aashirwaad worked only against Bermuda in true sense. Well they were the only soft target! Recently I another ad. where Dravid was shouting "out out out out out" and the small kid sticked something on his mouth. How symbolic of Bolti Band.

Few people said that they shouldn't have been allowed to take their wives on the tour. I disagree!! It was a good move to prevent many things....like overboosing and going behind some blond on the carabian beaches. Infact, I feel that now they must be recieving some lessons with jhaaru and balen at home. Afterall Indian wives can't see their hubby fail so badly!!!

Well I hope that all Hu Haa India needs to cool down now. Now even THE BCCI has come into action finally! Some serious consideration must be done now. I hope Chappell gets some real chappal before going to his country. And this time, the coach needs to be an Indian. Froeign coaches might know the game well but they don't know the Indians well enough. Only an Indian can know another Indian's heart and urge to win. As for the foreign councellors who had been employeed for boosting our players' moral must be fired immidiatly. They have already done alot of damage. We do not need the professionalism in our players. They are better off if they play with the whole of their hearts. After all they have done it in past when they won so many matches on the verge of loosing. As far as the latest technology is considered, Indians are the best brains in the business. We should higher Indian professionals, with some foreign training.

As far as captaincy is considered, now that I've seen Rahul's captaincy, I suppose I personally find Ganguly a better captain than Drivid. I don't know if you all did notice or not, the feild setting was pathetic. It deprived our ballers the wickets they deserved. Someone said to me that Dravid was a nervous captain. I don't know if he was nervous or not, he defenitly failed on and off the field. He wasn't able to pull the team together. When Dada was thrown out of the team, one of the reasons given was he said something to one and other thing to another. May be he did something like that but if that helps the game, lets players come together and doesn't let the arguments ruin the performance, then I think itz good. Thatz what captain is suppose to do. Still that's something I feel, my personal opinion.

At last, I think we need someone who could re-energize our players. Those boys need encouragement and appriciation and not regection as the Indian fans given after this kindaa performance. It's not just one or two players performing badly, there is something seriously wrong with the team and the guys need some help. There should be atleast someone in the team like Ajay Jadeja(if not him as a player or member of coaching squard) who can bring the falling shoulders up, make everyone around genuinely happy and never say die even when it seems that the match is lost. That is badly needed right now.

May be a bit of fixing in favour of India ;) .............just kidding!

A movie with Friends

Hi, itz me again.
I know I know........u were expecting me only.

A few days back, rather few weeks back, I went to watch a movie with V J. Now don't start thinking that any of my friends is Vedio Jocky. I am just using the initial letters of the guy's and the gal's name. They are good friends of mine. We went to watch 'Just Married'..........though none of us had been just married (my mom was objecting on this point). Anyways, we went there and V payed for the tickets........he he he he......poor guy, he was expecting me to pay. We were just waiting outside the movie hall for my dad to come and take some documents of official use from me. At that time, a girl of 6 or 7 came to beg......u know, itz not always that u need to visit temple or railway station to find them. So, being good I gave her a coin. I saw her leave and talk to another of her age. Then that other one came and started to beg. First we said that we have given her friend and now she shouldn't come to us, but when she was pulling V's shirt, I gave her a 50 paise coin(luckly I got a few from Metro when I was at Delhi). To our surprise, she didn't leave and started touching V's feet. It was hilarious to see V jumping from one leg to another. He was literally running with that little girl behind him. So, ultimatly I came to his rescue and gave him another 50 paise coin to surrender to that girl.

You must be thinking why I ain't mentioning J? Well she didn't get involve in any of such comedy but J had to pay for the snaks in the name of the treat(AGAIN!!).

Well I end this post here itself, rest in other one. But before I say goodbye, I just want to thank Mr. Santosh for his appreciation and encouragement in the first comment I ever recieved for my posts. I am happy to get one, but I have to clarify one thing, I am not a Navodyaan. Oops!!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Does that Hurt?

Hi bloggers!

Don't be missguided, I am not talking about the hurt from the defeat of Indian Team. I am not going to talk about how Bangladeshi batting order thrashed Indian experianced balling to boundries penitrating the fielding fences that our team built....or may be illusioned to build.

What I am going to talk is something completely different. It is really about the real hurt one comes across in his or her life. There are people in this world who have been decieved, in many different ways. Some at share market, some at ordinary market and some at world's fish-market. Then there are people who have suffered loss, business loss and personal loss. There are also those who have got hearts broken by the people they loved. They are different people, from different walks of life and with different accounts of experiances but the one thing they have in common, apart from being human beings, is that they all are hurt. Emotionally, they feel the pain. Some of them cry, some of them yell, some cause disaster, some plot revenge and some do crazy things. But there are also few of those who take it, keep it to themselves, and forgive that one person who hurt them.

Yes thatz true, they say nothing atall. Generally they are those who have been hurt by the person who is very close to their heart. They feel, this person is my parent/relative/spouse/friend and this hurt won't make my feeling bitter for that person and I will continue to think good for him or her.

Well that is done by almost everyone at some point of time in the long life we don't even remember day by day. What about the person who hurts??? Doesn he or she realise it? Realise the love they are blessed to have?

Hmm.........something to think about. If they are asked about why they hurt the one person who is always thinking about doing something good, they will simply say "Coz I want that person to improve. I want him or her to know how cruel the world is and how nobody can be trusted with their emotions. I just wanted to teach that he or she is all alone in this world and nobody will turn to help him or her." That reminds me of a memory from my childhood. I was very small.....wasn't as tall as I am today. Just 3 or 4 yrs. old. I was wiser then. And I was on that huge dinning table which now looks so small. And my bhaiya was asking me to jump. I was afraid. He said that he will hold me as I jump. So I jumped and fell and was hurt. I looked at him in somewhat anger demanding an explanation. He just missed getting me. It wasn't intentional but to look wiser and to hide his fault he said "I wanted to teach you that never trust anyone or you will get hurt."

Some of you will say "Oh.....how true! You got the lesson at such a tender age. You must have been spared of all the hurts." To your disappointment, I never learnt it. I am still the same person who follows heart more than head in the case of near and dear ones. And trust me, I am not alone. There are many who won't show their hurt because they don't want to hurt their loved ones by showing that they are hurt. Does that hurt?

Not at all!!

Surprised??? Follow it and you will come to know why it doesn't hurt. It is never a theory but only practical. Just try it!

Junk for some but right for all................ ;)

Indian Team in their 1st match of World Cup 007

Hi again.........

Today I was watching India Vs Bangladesh, World Cup. infact the match is still ON and I am here writing to you people. Actually the marvelous performance by some of the star players of India while batting has overwhelmed me.
Hey hey........ I am not talking about the 2 by Sehwag or 9 by Uthappa or 7 by Tendulkar or10 by Dravid. No........I am also not talking abt the hattrick of DUCK by Bhajji, Dhoni and Aagarkar. So now on +ve side u have started thinking that I am talking about the long but saving inning of Dada and Captain....................but wrong guess. I am talking about (now drums rolling) Munaf Patel and Zaheer Khan.
Don't make such faces!! And don't laugh......they were the ray of hope. When at the end, everything looked finished and the so called stars got lost behind the clouds then the two played some magnificent shorts.

Let me explain the whole proecss quickly( I would have given details but my friend wants to know how to start blogging and I have put him on hold, so just have to complete this one and get back to explaining him).
Well when Virender didn't show any virta, Tendulkar didn't reach even 10 and Dhoni was fully dho dala by Bangladeshiz , then the last duo sent the ball for few fours. The best thing was Munaf playing some unconventional shorts( you know what I mean). And Zaheer is there to make another world record. Trust me, "the baller to remain not-out for those all-out games the most time" is gonna go to our dear medium pacer Zaheer Khan. I am bowled over by his batting.

Well I got to get back to my friend so wanna take ur leave for now. C U Soon.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Know me

Hi friends......

I am............u can see my name at the right top.
And I am here coz.....................do the same as previous.

Now the question comes.......what I got to write about?
Ofcourse junk. What else do u expect yaar??? I ain't any expert in writing. And don't even dare to be my critic. Just njoy the junk or don't visit the page. That option is always with u. No matter if u read it or not, I will continue to type my head and waste the space of blogger.com.......yeh thatz what I wanna do.

Now u must be thinking what Junk But Right means??
Lemmi tell u some insane thing. Let's take whatz called the backward approach. Whatz right never makes sense to people and what don't make sense is junk.............to be more clear to those preparing for MBA............whatz right is nonsense and all thatz nonsense is junk so junk is but right. Does that make sense??
To me, everything makes sense!!